I need time to myself to sort my thoughts! Is the stress worth it? Are you worth it? Do you really care or are you just killing time? Are you hoping for anything along the way? Or are you just selfish? I may be lying to myself hoping that what I know deep within isn’t true. But when the facts kick in and I can’t deny any further, I close my eyes and wait for this wave to go take me back to my illusion.
I want to call you to talk it over, but my heart tells me you are not into me. Yet I am attracted like a magnet to your soul. Has it always been this way? Could it be possible that I loved you too much to realize and accept the unbearable fact? I want to call you but it doesn’t feel right.
I walked in the road once even though it was dark. I managed to find light and though it was bright, but as soon as the wind blew and that the fire that was then my light shook I wanted to turn back. But then it was too late because you and I melted together.
I want to change that mixture for its becoming sour. Should I change it or should I leave it, but it was once so sweet! Unexpected changes have enlightened the other corner of my street, the one that I have tried so hard to avoid. How did I walk straight to it without ever feeling the heat?
That heat, that kept me happy for so long is now burning my heart. I cried to you for comfort and you turned your head back. All you should have done is put your palm and make it mellow. But you turned your head back and made it sour.
Now I’m running and I don’t want to stop, are you going to catch up to me or let me be a bird? I always knew how to fly but I built my nest close to you and could not let go of it. The nest is now destroyed and I can let go, but if you love me just a bit I just built another one, even stronger to last a lifetime.