Love Always

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I watched you walk away. Was it what I wanted? Why didn’t I know? I didn’t speak? You didn’t speak? I wanted to, or did I want you too? We stood there in silence, unbearable silence.  I said it was awkward . . . you decided to leave. Was it what you wanted? Was it what I wanted? Was it what was best?
My heart feels so empty inside. I haven’t felt the love I need to feel. I didn’t let you feel the love I felt for you.  I didn’t hear the love you felt for me.  You didn’t hear the love I had for you. I wanted to see you every day, to feel you, to kiss you, to laugh with you, to play with you or just lay with you. But you didn’t come. I tried to accept it. I tried to understand it. I tried to live the life you had chosen. I tried. The years have passed and my heart grew colder, lonelier, and emptier. I cannot deny myself my needs any longer.
I want to feel “in love” again.
I want to kiss in love again.
I want to be in love again.
I want to laugh in love again.
I want to sing in love again.
I want to dance in love again.
I want to love in love again.
I love to travel.
I love to dance.
I love to sing.
I love flowers.
I love gifts.
I love laughing.
I love shoes.
I love shopping.
I love wine.
I love my Lord.
I love my kids.
I love myself.
I love my family.
I love my dog.
I love my car.
I love my home.
I love my health.
I love my self.
I love my job.
I love my friends.
I love my purpose.
I love to read.
I love to learn.
I love to think.
I love to dream.
I love to wonder.
I love to plan.
I love to drive.
I love to fly.
I love to walk.
I love to say I love you.
I love to love.
I love to be with someone.
I love to live with someone.
I love you.
I love them.
I love me.
Love Always.


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