The tears are there ready to fall.
And I don’t have any reasons to cry at all.
I feel a restfulness inside of me.
But I don’t want the world to see.
The sadness I can hide from everyone.
Tell a joke, and act as if I am having fun.
But only I will know what’s deep inside.
Because sometimes the sadness I can still hide
The torture I feel is tearing me apart.
I feel as though I’m dying of a broken heart.
I call out to the Lord and plead please help me.
At almost that moment a peace I felt but would never see.
Lord Jesus, keep me by your side day after day.
I don’t ever want to feel as I did today.
The sinking feeling of doom should never be meant for anyone
From now on I am going to focus my mind on laughter and fun.