So last night I had a dream about this kid that I feel like I love. He lives in a different country, and I see him sometimes in the summer. I can’t get him off my mind, and I miss him, want him, and feel like I need him.
Last night, I was in Poland, on some sort of balcony, or in a room with him. It was the very beginning of camp. It was dim outside, and it was only us two.
He looked at me and began to say that he had to tell me something. He said that the only thing he wanted to do was be with me (or near me) and then I answered that I wanted to be with him for two or three years now … when in fact it’s four.
Would this mean, that he really feels like that … don’t know what to think, because this is the one person I could picture myself ever with …