I woke up to an incredibly beautiful and peaceful clarity this morning. So beautiful and full of understanding it sent tears of pure joy streaming own my cheeks. It’s so wildly beautiful! Logic and Frequency are connecting in me in harmony inside ME! I began writing it down right away.
I completely understand other peoples anger because I know understand my own! I understand other people’s happiness because I now understand my own! I understand others pain, because I understand my own. I have always felt the energy before but never like this, if it was not so calming, it would be frightening. Now I SEE in such incredible focus. A large missing piece has come back into my soul! I’ve always had trust and now I understand TRUST on a deeper level. We have to trust with actions, but we have to trust with the giving and receiving of feeling as well! I understand that to truly understand another person’s anger I must release our own. I realize that yes we have to question things, but something’s we simply have to understand. I was asking too many questions of myself resulting in major conflict inside my own body. I was so worried about small things I stopped seeing or even reaching for the bigger things!
The Universe has been talking to me for a long time. I knew it was speaking but I was distracted and could not listen clearly. Finally it yelled so loud and forced its hand so hard I had to see and look at it from other angles. It placed me in the path of incredible challenge, pain, suffering, and disappointment. It allowed me to step back and look at me … and look at WHY! I have realized now that all those feelings were truly from with in me not from outside sources. It’s humbling to realize that even though we are good and have the greatest of intentions we are all capable of ignoring the smallest things.
I was trying to control the order of things instead of seeing things as they came to me. Everything was speaking to me—EVERYTHING! I see it now. Even down to the songs and music that I was listening to the most! The lyrics make even Stronger Sense now! The music was speaking to me. Wow. Through all the confusion has come clarity! Power! My Universe was leading me down some scary paths and now I understand the reason! I know how I got the power to dance my first steps—the Universe required it! The Universe will never try to break you, it just asks you to see differently sometimes but it always provides the tools, we just have to CHOOSE to SEE.
I recognize how much negativity I was carrying in me without even knowing it! Stuff that I had thought long since dealt with! Now released from my soul! No wonder I want to see my Mom! No wonder I started longing for my sister and me to be real sisters! My Universe was telling me it was time to heal.
I did one small thing during a recent time of turmoil, one thing that seemed so tiny at the time and still took so much strength! It turned out to be huge! I had no idea at the time just how a large a change it would be! I changed a password to a positive phrase. Yep … that’s all! That one tiny seemingly insignificant act during a time of turmoil turned out to be a Giant Step that has carried me back into the correct path of understanding in the Universe. Since my eyes have been refocused I see so much. Our Universe is more amazing than I ever imagined. I welcome this journey with an open heart, mind, and spirit!