Hello, I am Willow Jixen, might as well let you know up front that you may at times be a little embarrassed by something that I will blog about or you may even be turned on.
This morning as I sat drinking my coffee, eating my yogurt, and checking my email I couldn’t help but have a naughty little smile on my face. The night before had been the most amazing night I can ever recall and with the most amazing man who I have ever met—we will call him “Scott” and Scott was still in my bed, naked mind you. Just thinking about it makes my whole body yearn for his touch again, his mouth on my mouth, my neck, my breast, my stomach, my inner thighs, his hands in places that I didn’t even know I had on my body.
With that said . . . I am Willow Jixen. I am the girl that you see sitting behind the desk, the girl that you over look in the market, the girl who gets ignored in a store when she actually needs help, the girl that you all are—yes you all. And if you will admit, you all have this secret desire to do something so naughty, sexy, taboo, and something that no one would ever expect that the ordinary girl would do. And if your lucky enough you get a chance to do one of those things. In fact, I grew up in a strong Christian home and was at church every Sunday morning, Sunday night, and Wednesday nights. I didn’t start dating seriously until I was in college, that’s when I met "Ryan". He too, came from a strong Christian home. He and I were both virgins and really never did anything outside of “over the cloths” things.
One afternoon, he showed me the ring that he had bought me and had asked me to be his wife, now being the kind of person I am—he HAD to ask my parents-he didn’t and I didn’t say yes. However, I thought he was “the one” so we both fell into temptation and lost our virginity. It was horrible and I cried, He, cried after I told him why I was crying.
See, all this time my friends were telling me how awesome sex was so I expected to feel this wonderful sexual fulfillment, when all I got was three minutes top of being jack hammered! I started crying because it sucked, he sucked-because we tried over and over again and it just didn’t work. Finally, I learned just how sexual of a person I was and knew that Ryan and I would never work, so I dumped him and started doing things that were so unexpected.
I met my old high school crush at his office when he was work and we literally fucked all over the place. There were many unexpected things that you would never guess and I’m going to talk about them all. Why? Because, I think it’s perfectly natural and healthy to explore your sexuality-I know that I am not alone in this. I have talked to many of my friends, the every Sunday church kind of friends and they ALL-express how they have the same desires and wish that they had explored more. Some have even had affairs (let me stop at this point and say, I do not condone cheating and think that if you feel like you have to cheat-then get out of the relationship that you are in because there is a bigger issue than you cheating.) I’ve had some friends who have experimented in something’s that would make peoples eye bulge out of their heads.
My opinion of it, good for them! Except for the cheaters-shame on you. I’m going to sum up this introduction blog and start the next one . . . as for that naked man who is still in bed, he’s now sitting across from me drinking his coffee with a very seductive look, while sitting back with a very large erection, I cannot let that go to waste.