OK, well me and my boyfriend have been together for almost three years now, and the first whole year he did me wrong, and I still stuck by him. I love him to death, and we've always been on and off, but it’s always been hard for me to trust him. Anyway, I've had tons of dreams that he has cheated on me. The dreams I just had last night broke my heart. Well, yesterday in real life we went to get a snow cone with our friends, another couple, and at the window is one of the girls he used to talk to behind my back. I got very upset and started telling him stuff, so he walked away, which was understandable. When we got home, we were kind of still arguing about it. Well, I had a dream that he and I were at Walmart and started arguing about the same thing, so I walked out in a rage wanting to walk home, and when I went outside I see the girl and my boyfriend’s mom together. His mom stops me and tries talking to me. I look at the girl and ask her how the hell does she have my man’s number, and she said she overheard his mom giving it to one of his friends, so she took it down. I asked her why would she do that, and she didn't give me an answer. I told her that if anything else happened between them, I was gonna beet her ass, and finally she admits that they were hanging out and went to some amusement park and got on a ride that tore or burned her underwear off. Immediately, I got really pissed off. Just then, my boyfriend walks out, and I ask him about it, and he says yeah, they got burned off, and I asked him how by pulling them off, and he said yeah, we were at her mom’s house and she told to get her at a ninety-degree angle, and that was the first time I had sex. So I started crying and yelling at him the whole time, I was so hurt. I told him that he lied to me about me being his first, and he said yeah I guess so, and laughed. In real life, we got together our senior year and I was his first, so in the dream when he said that she was his first, it broke my heart. I woke up crying and pushing him away. He knew that it was because of a bad dream, but instead of ensuring me it isn't true he turned over and went back to sleep. I just don't know what to think sometimes.