Ever dealt with a superior that used their power to threaten you? Ever had to deal with someone that kissed that superiors butt to get to the top? Ever beat someone to the top and they purposely call you out on every little wrong you ever did? This has been my life as of late.
As an 18 year old senior in high school I have to deal with this every single day. I have too much on my plate and complaining isn't on it but in all honesty, complaining is my only way to vent. It seems to me that there are really people out there that just want to see you fall down, not be able to get back up and just walk out the door a complete failure. You may find yourself wondering "Why am I still here if I keep getting treated the way I do." You may just want to give up, I sure as hell do! But something inside us tells us to prove them wrong, to keep going and to never give up even when you think you can't anymore.
Maybe we watch too many movies that deal with motivating someone too much or maybe we've heard it so much that we start to believe it. Whatever the case may be, every time you talk to someone about the things that you're going through they will most likely give you the same answer "Prove them wrong", "Hang in there", "Show them what you're made of", but the best they can do is just that, a little motivation. They aren't in your shoes experiencing what you're going through and that just blows.
I can't say that it's worth it because I feel weak, not strong. I probably won't be able to continue in the path that I thought I was going in. This is how my life will probably going to be like for the next couple of months. I've faced it head on and recently got hurt. Unfortunately this is reality and as we sit down and think of all the good laughs and wonderful memories that we'll eventually have, we have to get up and deal with all of the troubles that never seem to end and that just sucks.