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At the age of twenty-six my daughter was diagnosed with primary bilary cirhoss of the liver. She never drank alcohol in her life.  She was on the transplant list but she was turning green, and the doctors where not in a hurry to put her at top of the list.  Then my son decided to donate part of his liver to her.  They took a month to test him, finally the day come and he was so scared but walked in that prep room like a soldier.  It broke my heart to see him being so brave for his sister to live for her two little girls.


Two days after the surgeries she was doing okay and it was her birthday.  My son was having a hard time with this surgery but managed to be wheel chaired to her bedside and tell her happy birthday, that was the most beautiful site.  But the next day she turn for the worst, and started vomiting blood, it was but a few hours she was in almost like a coma she had an infection and my son’s part of his liver could not fight the infection.


Luckily or everyone says its miracle she got one the next day flown in from a young guy that was in an accident. If there was suppose to be a miracle then why didn’t our son’s liver take or better yet why could she be healed, I was raised to believe that my God could do that, but it got worse…few days after second one she got ill again this time they said her blood was putting up a flag for the blood from donors and blocking the good cells.  They had to do a plasma freeze for five days that helped then started again and then another treatment. In the mean while our son was thrown in bed by a nurse with a needle still in his back he was in so much pain they keep giving him a pain through his veins until he went into almost a seizure.  He was so scared said he thought he was dying would not let us leave…


Well, a few months later my daughter has to go back for another blood treatment and my son goes to get some tube removed and goes into a frizzy of pain there was a bile duct leak and they had to hold him down to get enough morphine in him to calm him down.   So he had a stint put in for two months for the tear to heal so he wouldn’t have a leak…


I am sorry where was the good and miracle in this? Yes it is a terrific they are alive and well after one  year of pain but tell me where is God, or was it man that did all the harm and healing…I am struggling very much with this while others says great she made it yes but if they lived what me and my husband lived through they wouldn’t feel the same…and beat it all two months after coming home my husband lost six jobs he is self-employed and went from six workers to two and still struggle financial..


Tell me some one where is God in this…

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