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Gone But Not Forgotten

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I recently lost my life partner—the father of my still-to-be baby. Since his passing, I keep having these dreams about him that I’m looking and looking for him but I cannot get a hold of him … I’m calling and calling his phone but still I can’t reach him. Or I’m looking for him and I finally get a hold of him but he’s telling me “I gotta go, I’ll be right back” or “I’m busy” or “I have to go do something.” It’s like he’s there but he’s always in a rush to leave or always has somewhere to go … and I’m just left with the feeling that he’ll be back or I’m just trying to cherish the little time I had left with him … and I just stay with the thought, like, why can’t I just dream of us being together, sharing the happy memories we did have?

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