I have a dream every night. There usually different every time.
I was running from someone or some sort of group of people and I was hiding in-between mattresses, I was at some sort of mattress warehouse. And somehow one of the men caught up with me. And he grabbed me and well he basically was going to rape me, but the weird thing is that after a while I started liking it. And that is why I feel shameful when I wake up but I also feel good, relieved, and well it’s hard to explain. Do you know why I dream of having sex with total strangers? Do you know why I dream of being raped?