I know how it feels to be abused. I have loved a man for years and it was always the same, please don’t leave, it will never happen again. But it always was the same. Once he hit me so hard I thought that my jaw had broke. But I never thought that I could love someone like I love him. It’s like sometimes I can’t live with out him. I have kids with him but I would never let him hurt our kids. He has done some mean and nasty things.