After learning the method of dream interpretation discovered by Carl Jung, I continued his research. I was only a literature writer, but I had to study many scientific subjects besides thoroughly learning Jung’s psychology.
I needed help because in 1984, when I was twenty-three years old, I was neurotic and depressed. I started seriously caring about the meaning of my dreams. However, I only started writing down all my dreams in 1986. In 1987, I finally managed to practically understand the meaning of all dreams. In 1988, I became an expert.
In February of 1988 I started writing a book in order to prove to the world that only Carl Jung discovered the right method of dream interpretation. I used my own example, divulging my entire life, all my psychological problems, my dreams, and my entire journey to recovery. I also related many scientific discoveries in various scientific fields, which happened after Jung’s death, and proved that his theories were real discoveries.
I thought that I was cured because I stopped feeling angry all the time like I used to do before the dream therapy. However, when I entered into contact with the unconscious mind, since I could clearly understand that dream language, it told me that I had to fight against schizophrenia; otherwise, I would become schizophrenic like my father. I had to precisely obey the unconscious guidance and fight against the anti-conscience, the wild side of the human conscience that generates all mental illnesses within the human side of our conscience.
My dreams clearly revealed my mental illness. In many of them, I would see people who had no blood in their bodies. They were like zombies. When I learned the dream language, I understood that these dreams meant that I was totally insensitive. I already had the characteristics of a schizophrenic. A schizophrenic becomes a wild animal. A wild animal is totally indifferent to the pain it afflicts upon the victims.
It was only in 1989, when I became twenty-eight years old, that I could finally understand how serious my mental illness was. I couldn’t cry because I had no tears. I was totally disconnected with the external reality. The divine unconscious mind had given me an extraordinary literary talent only in order to maintain my sensitivity somehow alive.
It told me that I had to go to the Catholic Church every Sunday, and help many people through dream therapy for nineteen years entirely free of charge. I was very obedient; I did what it demanded of me.
The unconscious mind told me also that I was immoral, because I was ready to betray my husband. I fell in love with a married man, while I was married. He had children that were my age. I had a three-year-old son. It was that precise time in my life, that I could understand the seriousness of my mental illness. The unconscious mind told me that I had to forget this man forever.
I obeyed the unconscious guidance, understanding that I was really a monster, and I needed psychotherapy. I suffered very much. However, I acquired sound mental health, and I’ve saved many people from craziness and despair.
Everyone can have a direct communication with God when they learn how to translate the meaning of dreams with my dynamic method. My method is a simplification of Carl Jung’s method of dream interpretation. He was the only person in this world who really managed to discover the hidden meaning of dreams.