Sitting here all alone with my decision. Trying to make sense out of what is not happening. Wondering where all the help I seem to have had is. Makes no sense. I’ve tried making my own decisions. I was told that’s what adults do. I made a decision. I am attempting to move forward. I can’t seem to find peace in what I’ve decided, and there is certainly no reward.
What would you do? Is there peace and reward in making your own choices or do I rely upon those that claim to have my best interest?