I have often gone to a store or somewhere and seen what you might call a double of someone that you love that has past. I tend to follow them just to see their face. I don’t actually follow them with my car or anything like that, but just if I come across them in a store or parking lot .I just want to see. I know it’s not the one I loved I lost because they are in heaven, but for some reason I have to see. And when I do, it just makes me cry because I know it’s not them. I know it’s not good for me. I spend most of my time crying over my mom and dad, but when I see someone that appears to look like them I have to see. I just can’t seem to get over not having them around anymore. I guess everyone has a double somewhere, but do they all have to be where I can see them? It’s very heartbreaking for me. I don’t know if anyone can understand what I’m trying to say. Those of you who do take deep breathes, close your eyes and think to yourself it’s not real, it’s not real. Whoever it is, he or she is in heaven in peace. Thank God.