I am fourteen years old and when I was ten my next door neighbor felt on my body. But I was to young to understand what was going on and he told me that this would be out little secret and at that case I never told anyone. That really has not affected my life.
Now to age fourteen, my dad is always calling me and my sister names he always puts us down he tells my sister she will be pregnant by the age sixteen and I would graduate from high school and I am on my way to graduating me and my sister are going to be in the 10th grade. My sister has health problems and I know that one day he might come after her and if he dose I’ll be there and I told my mom if he does I would hurt him like he has hurt me with all the words he called me and he has also called me a “f”ing fat “b” yeah.
Recently my mom and dad were arguing about my sister and he calls her boyfriend a no good red headed SOB. Then my mom got tired of it and they had an argument and he threw the chair under the dining room table cracked the table and he kicked the stove. My sister ran and I had to go ask here where she was going and she went to a friends house up the road and then I went back in the house cause there was a lot of screaming that I heard at the top of the driveway and I go back in the house to see if he was going to hit my mom and he never did. So my mom told him that he was going to get his whole disability check and he was to leave.
Well he hasn’t left yet but he has been quiet. I told my mom if he was to hit her, me and him would fight cause I am a little bit stronger than him. And all this does reflect me in school because I can’t concentrate in school, all I can think about is him. I have been in a lot of trouble in the 9th grade. I am mean to people and I don’t want to be nut. I just am I don’t know how to control it. I failed a class and have to take it over, well that is all for now please comment and tell me what you think.
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