I was sick & ready to go before my mom got sick & left. With her went everybody/everything. What do you do? I was a sick single mom with 4 years to go. My last 4+ years have been...mind blowing. My only child wrote a story & her English teacher said with a little work she could be one hell of a writer. So I know it wasn't all for nothing. I'm an astrologer, numerologist & half-ass psychic...I know to much.