&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;A frustrated writer ever since.. A wife, fights&nbsp;her lonely days. A mother tried to be the best! A siblings want to provide family's needs. A sister wished&nbsp;her brothers to finish their study and be success to their life! A soul seeking stability. A person doesn't sure if was&nbsp;be loved (to those not my family but I love them). A heart waiting for her shelter to be home..<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Am not a showy person, but&nbsp;I am a very worried and concerned&nbsp;person to anyone. A&nbsp;house person and don't like socializing (only if necessary). I&nbsp;did not yet&nbsp;go to&nbsp;college or even take undergrad course.&nbsp;I just do some home study in a books I could found that can feed me useful information. And understand humanity and this world with my own wisdom. Actually, I just made my own theories on every things in this world.<br /> <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Wondering why my overused phrase is NO BABY?<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;No baby!&nbsp;Don't touched that thing!<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &quot;No baby! It's dangerous!&quot;<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;No baby! Don't break that thing!&quot;<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;No baby! Stop! Climb down!&quot;<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;No baby! Put it down!&quot;<br /> <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And never ending no! LOL!! I have my 2 years old son. Very intelligent, wonderful, energetic,&nbsp;and very handsome! Though, did a lot of silly things, it's just his curiosity make him acts like that! But I am so proud of him, and I could already imagined that he'll become a singer-dancer one day! I could tell how he easily gets the notes, though he not often hear this song or just for the first time! (But not surprising, his dad had--160 IQ, and his half brother-- 180! Wow!)<br /> <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I more&nbsp;suffers my days and nights&nbsp;without his dad, because of being a 200 percent carbon copy of his dad! I more misses his dad a lot every sec I look at him! It kills me over, and over again!<br /> &nbsp;<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And yes, I have&nbsp;my very wonderful husband but we are not yet together. We are&nbsp;trying to work my visa first&nbsp;to be with him in his homeland. He always said to me&nbsp;on&nbsp;how&nbsp;intelligent I was. But of course, I doubt it :) But all I believed,&nbsp;each of us were intelligent in some way and in different way. God given us different and the same characters. But I also believed, that this characters God letting us to be free to handle them. Whether we&nbsp;choose the good one or the bad&nbsp;one.&nbsp;Neither the positive&nbsp;or the negative attitude. Nor we will control them or rule over us!<br /> <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Have a&nbsp;huge dreamed!<br /> <br /> <br /> <strong>MORE ABOUT ME:<br /> </strong><br /> Zodiac sign : <strong>Sagittarius</strong><br /> Ruling Planet: <strong>Jupiter</strong><br /> Lucky Colors: <strong>blue , purple , white , pink</strong><br /> Gemstone: <strong>Lapis Lazuli</strong><br /> Lucky Day: <strong>Thursday</strong><br /> Lucky Numbers: <strong>6 , 9</strong><br /> Ideal Partners: <strong>Aries , Leo</strong><br /> Compatible Signs: <strong>Aries , Gemini , Leo, Libra , Aquarius</strong><br /> Beneficial Food: <strong>Cucumbers , Lemons</strong><br /> Greatest Strength: <strong>Never lost hope and being a positive thinker (</strong><em><strong>yayy! i am :)<br /> </strong></em>Possible Weakness: <strong>Avoid hardest situation (</strong><em><strong>do I? not sure that one :)<br /> </strong></em><br /> <br /> POSITIVE &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; NEGATIVE<br /> <br /> <strong>Honest &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;Tactless<br /> Generous &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;Careless<br /> Optimistic &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Restless<br /> Adventurous &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Blunt<br /> Versatile &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Over-optimistic<br /> Intelligent &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Impatient</strong><br />