The abuse of my sons by their mother has caused me to be everything I&nbsp;could be and assist everyone I ca to heal. I was OK with being nothing prior to fighting to protect my sons. There has been and remains nothing more important to me than those two boys. <br /> <br /> I grew up an a severely abusive alcoholic home with a religiously divided background. My father was raised in a strict Babtist atmosphere and my mother in another protestant religion. My first experience with religion was in The Church of Christ. My mother and father both studied with Jehovah's Witnesses and my mother was baptized as one. I and one of my four siblings later were also baptized. I learned a lot from the abuse that was dished out as to what I&nbsp;would not put another human being through. Abuse can NEVER be excused regardless of personal or religious beliefs. <br />